update

good morning! i finally got the opportunity last night to start drumming for a hula/tahitian dance group, the same one dee's brother chris has been with for several years. i had a great time. really looking forward to continue on with this. will probably be drumming and playing some guitar and bass for the upcoming USF show as well as the july show for the actual dance group.

one morning after work i got home and thought about how many times i complained about something while at work. this nurse didn't do this, this nurse didn't do that, why is it that i'm always on my feet when others are sitting around, and when i get to sit down some other nurse asks me to turn their patient, help bathe another patient, and so on and so forth. anyway, i've decided to STOP all that and just be the nurse that i am. i've realized that i'm on my feet constantly night after night because i'm trying to be the best nurse possible for my patients and the other patients in the unit. i think that's what it is. so i'm really going to go into work for now on with this new attitude. i did this on sunday night and i sure was tested. i wanted to complain so bad because the night was so tough and i was basically given a half-ass report about my patient and was left to clean up ALL the paper work. i get home and dee asked me how was work. i wanted to complain but chose not to. then she told me, that it's okay to VENT.

so what's the difference between complaining and venting? in my opinion they are pretty similar. what makes the difference between the two is that when you vent you complain about a particular situation or person or what not and let it go. do what you have to do to get that negative energy out and continue on. get passed it all, move on and learn from the situation. thanks for putting it into perspective, dee!

for sale

growing up

engagement photo?

REALITY

so i got home about an hour ago and decided to start taking of some pictures of the shoes that i'm about to sell. i just came to a realization that i probably wouldn't get the chance to wear some of these shoes in my collection. so far i've taken pictures of 6 different pairs of dunk sbs. man these shoes have a lot of memory to them. leaving work early, staying in long lines, worrying about not getting them, hanging with derrick, driving long distances to find them and so much more. but seriously, if i gotta save for a wedding, this is just one way of doing just that. so the dunks sbs that are for sale are going to be:

- Midnights
- Oompa Loompas
- Avengers (Blue)
- T19
- Halloween Pack
- Shanghai 2

Still deciding whether or not to sell the Cali's and Unlucky's. I guess it's going to depend on how well I sell the shoes above. We'll see. I'm really sad right now. Like really SAD. But I think I could probably get close to 2K for all these pairs. Let's cross our fingers. I pray that these shoes go to worthy SHOEHEADS out there that are really in the game for the main purpose of loving shoes, loving the hunt, and loving to break necks! and NOT because of HYPE. I hate hype because it has killed the shoegame in many ways. So long shoe game. See you soon. I'll be back from retirement. But I will definitely come back with a vengence!!!

PEAS

Payday

is a great day. i'm happy for about a day or two then i got to pay bills. that's the crappy part. i really don't see much of my check. anyone have that same problem. man making good money yet i don't even see the money. have a great weekend everyone. enjoy yourselves. i definitely will. no work for 3 nights!